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I got a confession, I say F suicide
Teach me a lesson, how to set my feels aside
My mind is real feeling weak
Trynna walking across the street
The pain from all my thoughts
Already rollin down my cheek
I’m in this car driving really far
Screaming with my hands on the handlebar
My mind and I decided to go to war
With no idea what I’m fighting for
I’m tryna find my identity
It’s always making my shake at my knees
When I rap about life I feel released
It’s always giving me a bit of relief
When I think hard I pay emotional fees
My mind gets all messed up
Unless you know the keys
My life is getting so bad I told my friends to leave
Told them all to flee and get away from me
I'm a bit worried about my sanity
I don’t know if it will run away
I don’t know if i can breath
I don’t know if depression is a F-ing disease
Forget all of the worst, my emotions burn
I don’t wanna get up, cuz my soul feels burnt
I smile when you give me a present
But in my head my feelings are unrecognizant
Do you you want a hint how to get to my mind
Don’t try to put my mind in a splint
That's not how I want to spend my life
You only have me an hour a week
I can barely even give you a peak
Of my negative emotions, my fury of explosions
Why in my mind, this life causes commotion
Here's another new hint
Here’s how your life should have been spent
This is an example from my own mind
These words can be fully understood
Only by those that are my same kind
Light depression on fire,
That’s my only desire
You say it’s how my brain is hard-wired
I refuse to accept it, you’re a F-ing liar
You’re telling depression that he’s already hired
Situation is not as dire as your making it required
Your so called help does not make me inspired
I point out all the faults in others
Hide the fact that I always suffer
In my life I need a buffer
Between me and my thoughts
If I were a quote I’d be “lost, not found”
All of my negative thoughts go around
In circles all the way underground
All of my thoughts are hurting
Always shaking at my knees
