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16 days ago

I thought it was my complete laziness that has gotten me killed there?
Oh well, I'm dead either way.

Anyways, while I could write an entire essay explaining why I am not a lolicon, I would still have my insurmountable laziness to answer to, and I don't think I could so easily explain why I am as lazy, unorganized, or uninspired as I am.

Either way, I guess I will lay low over the next several months—not for I am at all ashamed of my tastes in visual novel, nor for I am at all unwilling to stand by my own words, actions, and decisions—no; if anything, it would be my inability to adhere to any sort of writing schedule that prompts such a decision.

Perhaps soon I will be given the opportunity again to face the people of the Discord server like I was once able to, but if not, I guess all is just as well; I can write just as well without the distraction (although I would certainly miss some of the more interesting times on the server).

Until then, I guess I will be alternating between reviews, writing, and unintended wasting of time. Just like old times.

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago

It doesn't matter what you say at this point. You could write a 10k word essay and you would still be a lolicon, so I'm afraid your grave has been dug my friend

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago

I beg to differ—with the right words, I'm sure I could change all your opinions. In fact, I'm completely positive that I can clear my name in only a fraction of that word count: one-tenth, a mere one thousand words to be exact.

Lawyers make their living with cases almost just like this, and they can clear the names of their clients going only off of established fact and law, so I don't see why I wouldn't be able to.

Although you may still have a point: even if I clear my name, I would still be known as "That lolicon", up to and after the next big scandal here. Regardless, I will not embrace the grave—not yet, anyway, and not from this.

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago

I doubt it. If this is something you can do then FUCKING DO IT!

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago

No, I totally am for this. Please. Please write another essay. Describe everything on detail, I want it to be a crystal clear image. Try really hard on it. I genuinely want to hear what you have to say. Get Pheonix Wright with your miracle pudding routine, go ahead. The people need answers!

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago

No surprise that the shitposter always going on about gay 9 year old boys wants to hear more from the loli lover.

I'd tell you two to get a room, but you're both too old for one another I guess.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago

Lolicon is good at writing essays. They are very convincing. They should write more essays. I think they can clear their name. They should keep trying. 

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago

I don't think you, of all people, should be trying to call me out on anything. Do you even know a fraction of the details behind what you are trying to call me out on?

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
So you have no actual defense beyond dodging the issue with text walls that say nothing. Well that we already knew.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago

If you're talking about the essay, I'm 400 words in—I was not kidding, and I will not flake out anymore. I plan on writing the rest of it this evening in the library.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
Yes do keep trying to weasel out of your prior confessions. We don't discriminate against kinds of shit here in the Shitposting thread, bull is fine.

Press L for the Loli Lover

14 days ago
So where is this essay? I was looking forward to reading it.

I do believe I shall ban @castorgreatpoetguy if he doesn't post it in the next 24 hours.

Just post it as a response to the OP, or you can even start a fresh thread if you desire.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago

I will not.

Thinking it over, I have realized that this will improve nothing—in fact, it would only serve to do more harm.

So no, I will not. And the essay? Deleted. Gone. In the recycle, and the recycle emptied. I regret having ever put any work towards trying to please you lot, considering how pointless it all ends up being.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
Lol fag

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago

F is the word I think.

I don't know this guy. But If you say you will write a essay you go and fucking written it and show it to the Moderator.  That fact alone is reason enough to be banned

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago

Good thing you emptied the recycle beforehand so there's enough room for you to be placed in.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
Lol, when no one had even asked you VOLUNTEEREED the information that you were finishing an essay two nights ago and were totally not going to flake this time. And, to the surprise of no one, you lied again.

You had plenty of time to make excuses and then cry in the weeb discord over how unfair it all was, those screenshots were amusing.

Not as hilarious as the massive overdramatic goodbye letter you left in my inbox, of course.... Anyhow, I see your old habit of just voluntarily throwing yourself into the Hell channel again and again and then whining about the thing you did to yourself does indeed carry through to other portions of your life.

Banned.

Writing just a handful of reviews the last time you said you would would have saved you. And also shutting the fuck up about the lolis of course...because that's literally what you were doing the last time you complained you were too busy, hanging out in the weeb server discussing what eight year old catgirls you most like to touch yourself to. You do nothing but go on about your pathetic and disgusting habits until finally fucking asked to produce a single thing about it you swore you were already writing and about to have done.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
What's with the random disrespect to Puddle?

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago

Lmao, it's just in refrence to my shitposty antics here and there. I think Ford/Chanbot made a video on it.

I'm pretty sure nobody here holds me in any uniquely low regard.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
I saw that video. It was disturbing, but Ficsean is still being an ass.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
Oh definitely, and Ficsean is just some noob who lived with Lar awhile and knows nothing about the mostly absent Puddle anyhow.

I thought you were talking to End at first actually, then just decided to continue with my post since I wanted to make the Ordinator joke.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
I believe the complex and intricate fantasies of wanting to be a glittery little gay boy might be a factor, along with various mind scarring events in Ford's server in the past.

Puddle seems somewhat reformed now but it's totally natural for those of us who remember to follow her around like an Indoril Ordinator.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago
Gotta keep the n'wahs in line.

Press L for the Loli Lover

16 days ago
See the thing is, you kind of need to have some actions first before you can stand by them. Yours so far pretty much just amount to this kind of pretentious and empty word salad you like to post, and your various acts of degeneracy on Digit's server which, believe me, I am kept well updated on.

The laziness was bad enough. The catgirls made it worse. The lolis were the deal breaker and the delusional way you try to rationalize it all and play it down is just further proof of your broken shame detectors.

Press L for the Loli Lover

15 days ago

Look, I have said what I needed to say regarding your latter points. I will not apologize for my tastes in VN, and while I do argue that it is not comprised of lolis, I will not go out of my way to try to change your opinions on the matter. If you still find my reasoning to be flawed after hearing it, then so be it. There's nothing more I can do on the matter.

Now, my laziness I do feel ashamed of, and I do sincerely apologize for every time I was unable to meet a deadline or to review as many stories as I said I would. I try to make sure my stories are no less than perfect in my vision before releasing, and I guess that also causes me to make waste to functional, if ugly, drafts.
   I do try to improve—but I say that a lot; all I can really do now is to actually act on it, and by all means, I do. If you think I'm a low, disgusting person, then I do hope to eventually earn back some of your former respect (or more accurately, tolerance).

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
Relevant context for those of you just tuning in. I should've split the thread a bit higher up on that reply chain.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago

Just going to press an L because that's what the thread demands. 

L

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
L. Buh-bye.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
I'd also just like to take a moment to express my general disappointment in the way various site members here will just continually prove that giving second chances is a mistake.

Because the Castor account obviously isn't the first one. He was rightfully banned as Ficsean_Chef, and I showed mercy and gave him a chance to redeem himself, foolishly believing he had some small glimmer of potential and might follow through with his word this time.

But no, all we got from Fic was the continued slide into sloth and degeneracy, with excuses the only thing he was willing to put effort into. There was never even a token attempt at using the new account for repairing his reputation after the first ban.

I will be less likely to bother with the next person who screws up, and they have Fic to thank for it.

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago

Dangerous days ahead...

Press L for the Loli Lover

13 days ago
So this is the message I woke up to this morning:
My Stuff » Private Messages » Well, I'm leaving. You win. From: castorgreatpoetguy To: mizal Date: 11/2/2019 1:03:58 AM Mizal, Y’know, I do respect you. You were a sort of idol to look up to in a sense, a model member of CYS if such a thing exists. In comparison to the other administrators of CYS, you are perhaps the most balanced in moderation and mercy, and time and time again, you allow others a chance to redeem themselves, even if you personally want to see them leave. So why, I ask, do you want to shatter it all with the ultimatum? You have stated you are disgusted by me, and your actions do convey spite—and I need not ask why that is. But is that really why you want to force my hand at this essay? Certainly, I said I would procure it, and you are not wrong in expecting it, but I feel your intentions, in this case, weren’t the best. Because you knew that such a thing would improve nothing. You knew that if I have not seen sense and actually followed through, it would have only made things so much worse. I don’t understand why you would want that. Is it to see me become more of a laughingstock to the community that already despises me? Well, I apologize. I apologize for having become lazy. I apologize for being too bold with particular hobbies. I apologize for failing commitment after commitment. And I apologize because I will not be staying to see myself out of this mess I have gotten myself into. You have forced my hand, but for once, I do not feel like I must do the impossible, to try to earn back mere tidbits of your tolerance. I really did wish that it could be like before (even if before was merely a lack of noticeable hatred), but I can’t keep doing this. It drains me to be looked down upon by you and the rest of the community no matter what I try to do, to know that ultimately whatever I do will never be recognized nor accepted. Why didn’t you just ban me? Nobody would notice or care. You would have gotten rid of me. Why must you do this to me? For the longest time, I have desperately tried to earn back what I have lost, unwilling to accept that I couldn’t. With that in mind, however, I guess I have achieved what I have wanted. I wanted, even if temporarily, to truly be a member of this community of CYOA enthusiasts, and I guess for the months prior to my downfall, I was. With that in mind, I am grateful for that opportunity. And also, I don’t think I’ve ever said it yet, but thank you for the Castor account. Feel free to share this letter of resignation to whoever, or post it wherever—hell, even make a mockery thread about it, I don’t care because ultimately, for at least I’ve left on my own terms. To conclude, I would like to reiterate: I do respect you and the community of CYS, and I blame none of you for the events leading to my resignation; in the end, I would say it was my feeling of inadequacy that finally pushed me to leave, for better or worse. Anyways, I will not be making a dramatic thread detailing my resignation, so I will rely on you to let everybody concerned know that I have left CYS. Anyways, I've got writing of my own to do. Novel drafts to complete. I am glad I have had the opportunity to write for CYS, but I guess the time has come to move on. Best of luck, both to your endeavors in writing and to administrating, and please let others concerned know that I send them my regards. I guess this is goodbye, Ficsean_Chef
Or in Coins' words, 'u can't fire me, I quit!' I'll be addressing the bolded parts later. In the meantime, does anyone have any thoughts, questions, or concerns regarding the details of Ficsean's resignation, my intentions, how I forced his hand, etc?

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago

The funny thing is I actually banned him as soon as I saw the post stating he wasn't going to do the essay.

Mizal just double tapped his stinking corpse after Cricket and Thara had mocked him.

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago
Yes, I saw later that you'd mentioned that. Oh well, I just like to make posts that contain 'Banned.' as a single word sentence and will use almost any excuse.

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago
It does sound really, really fun.

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago
I like how he mentions his multiple novel drafts at the end, because they are relevant.

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago
ffs is someone taking things a wee bit seriously? :) There have been political leaders with forty years of service who have resigned with less drama than this. I think sometimes it's good to put things in perspective and realize giving up a random account (which takes about 5 minutes to make) on one particular website is not the Decline and Fall of the Fiscean Empire. Well honestly.

Press L for the Loli Lover

12 days ago
Damn. When even Will is calling you a dumbass....

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12 days ago

"Mizal, mock me like one of your retarded noobs."

poses lolily

Press L for the Loli Lover

11 days ago
"Resignation?" What the hell? Why didn't he just call it a "retirement?"

Press L for the Loli Lover

11 days ago
Commended by mizal on 11/4/2019 8:48:39 AM

I've wasted my life in the land of tomorrow
I've dreamed as the time has sped by
Those wonderful things that I'd do in the future.
Those glorious plans in the sky.

The work of today would be all done tomorrow
It was vision one needed - not drive.
I expanded my thinking, I broadened my mind
And the things that I wished would arrive.

I've squandered my chances, drifted heedlessly on
Giving time little thought and less care.
Those marvellous things would be mine on the morrow
Those castles I'd built in the air.

My career has slipped by with nothing to show
And the end is already in sight,
I wonder how different the year's pathway had been
If "I will" had replaced "Yes, I might".

Press L for the Loli Lover

11 days ago
This is far too beautiful a thing to have come out of a thread about a man who faps to pictures of children and makes excuses about it. Meanwhile:

Press L for the Loli Lover

11 days ago

I'm gonna use it as a form of 'encouragement'. Mainly for myself, but y'know.

Press L for the Loli Lover

11 days ago

This is my favorite.

Implying that Cricket wasn't already a douchebag before she got to CYS. Lol.

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11 days ago
In the screenshot before that one he was responding to ghost11. Telling a 15 year old girl about his sexual attraction to children bothered her? Weird. And indeed, what is it about this community that makes us want to insult people who love talking about how they're sexually attracted to children? I'm not even sure Fic is still in that server actually, heard something about him being 'smited' by a mod for saying he was going to share loli porn with someone else. But it's also possible this is an incredibly common occurrence among weebs, aka 'pedophiles in training', that only results in a slap on the wrist.