Endeavour, The Reader

Member Since

8/5/2015

Last Activity

11/12/2019 9:52 AM

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3 wins / 5 losses

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About me:

I tend to be a slow writer. I am a lover of history, culture, & music.

 

 

 

 

 

 

"All the pain what you bear inside, comes away with the night. All the pain eats you up alive. But you know you have to carry on the fight" - Pilgrim On The Road (Paddy & The Rats)

"All that noise, and all that sound. All those places I have found. And birds go flying at the speed of sound. To show you how it all began" - Speed Of Sound (Coldplay)

Storygames

Synopsis Of A Broken World
unpublished

*In Progress*


Recent Posts

Life as it is on 10/29/2019 7:59:16 AM

Ironically, we spend freetime complaining on this thread.


Life as it is on 10/28/2019 6:18:55 AM

I haven't fed any orphans to the best of my knowledge, but I do have a habit of....no I'm being self contradictory aren't I....

 

I do what I do. I enjoy what I do, but sometimes I stress a little. I don't sit around thinking I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders, but I try darn hard to carry it for some reason.

 

Someone recently asked me if I think people can change, yeah I do. It's probably not going to be easy to change. But commitment is what gets you there (Yikes, probably a big tangent...). Then,  I started talking about how responsibility is freedom.

 

I'm going to stop since I forgot where I was taking this...


Life as it is on 10/23/2019 2:07:17 PM

My thing is that I'll gladly do the work, but I'm always getting the impression that I'm not doing it well enough (even though people will tell me I'm doing a good job). It's just the setup of things that get at me. As to free time, as long as I can use it for other people, I'll have it. Otherwise put me to work for crying out loud.


Life as it is on 10/23/2019 2:01:41 PM

This. I remember trying to train a kid who had the audacity to complain to a cashier about his feet hurting.


Life as it is on 10/22/2019 10:48:22 AM

Has anyone else been having a really busy life as of late? I don't know, I just want so much to be able to slow down, and yet I spend most of my days running around (even literally at times), doing one thing and trying to get another done.

 

I've got a job that mostly consists of me scurrying around getting carts, helping customers, and keeping the store clean. I go home and more often than not, I'm stuck with chores, and cooking when I'm not on the closing shift. I spend most of my free time in front of a screen, and it's been a while since I actually picked up a book to read it. I can't find the push to get a driver's license and sometimes I don't even feel like I'm giving my girlfriend enough time (she's doesn't seem to have a problem)...

Honestly, I'm not going to sit here and pull the whole "woe-is-me" act, but it's just way too  easy to focus on and/or perceive negatives.

 

Sorry for the weird rant...


Job Searches on 7/17/2018 3:32:08 PM

I really wish more job applications were a walk-in sort of thing these days. The closest I know of is Publix, but you basically stand at an in-store computer, filling out a digital application (I find it extremely difficult to stand still for that). And at least on moving around on my feet, I can get a better idea of what I'm looking for than I can on a computer...


Food Choice on 12/19/2017 9:40:14 AM

They're great on pizza.


Food Choice on 12/19/2017 9:07:24 AM

Alligator's pretty good in my opinion. I also like catfish, but some people don't. They refer to it as a "dirty" fish.


Food Choice on 12/18/2017 10:34:48 AM

I seriously found myself tempted to buy a can of sardines last night, though that can't really be the worst one can eat, can it (I've never had them)? I've had chicken gizzards and enjoyed them, I fulfilled a dare in Nicaragua & ate an eye from a roasted fish (and enjoyed it). Of course I doubt those could be considered all that odd.


Solipsism on 12/8/2017 1:04:08 AM

If solipsism were true, and the only real person in existence happened to be a member of this site:

  1. Who do you think it would most likely be?
  2. Why do you think they would imagine you?
  3. What could be their reasoning for the weird comments?
  4. Etc.