benholman44, The Wordsmith

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Last Activity

3/24/2023 1:35 PM

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Duel Stats

131 wins / 151 losses





So my goals on this site: create a story game that's actually ranked at least a 6, get a trophy, and win approval from my favorite contributor on this site. Granted I'll probably fail at these three things, but still.

I got the trophy! And a commendation from my favorite author! Only one more goal to go!

"Ben's life as far as I can tell has been one of turmoil and strife. He's been mocked, embarassed by his baby mama who then eventually left him for a tranny. And he had some other issues after that.

But it's all been leading up to this moment. I myself shall usher him into the Gates of CYStia where he shall be Eternal. Awaited and Blessed." -EndMaster

Trophies Earned

Earning 100 Points


Halloween Fright

A short horror story where you're hazed on Halloween night. While others are trick-or-treating, you're involved in a fight for your life.

Recent Posts

CoG staff pissing off their base AGAIN on 3/24/2023 1:13:28 PM

The last one I have mixed feelings about as a former self harmer, BUT I can understand his reasoning on that. We ARE in control of our own actions, but people who self harm are usually suffering from depression or mania that inhibits their usual judgment.

CoG staff pissing off their base AGAIN on 3/24/2023 1:09:34 PM

You're referring to "Out for Blood" by Jim Datillo. Yeah, the first two were pretty great, the first one on their website was an award-winner, but the last two have really dropped in quality. Personally, I think it's dumb as hell to shit on authors under the HG label. since they're actually giving CoG more money with 75% of the profits.

The Cat Raping Pedant Is a Joke on 9/21/2022 3:41:33 PM

Your response was fine. You were 12. This dude disgusts me.

The Cat Raping Pedant Is a Joke on 9/21/2022 3:37:43 PM

PLEASE tell me this is your attempt at trolling.


If not, you're a sick fuck, and need to be legally required to stay 300 feet away from any school or animal shelter.

Obligatory CoG Rant on 7/8/2021 7:44:58 AM

Because the sex is limited edition?

I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:57:13 PM

Thank you, everybody! 

I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:14:26 PM


I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:11:31 PM

So as you all know, my involvement in this site is... to put it kindly, spotty. Today, that all changes! I will be interacting on the forums and working on my story games more as part of my goal to finally contribute to things in my life that I want to nourish. I've been sober for a month and attending counseling for my previous suicide attempts that cost me some "friendships." And now that I'm working full time and fighting for visitation rights to see my daughter, I think I need to start investing more in hobbies and social interaction. So in short, expect to see a lot more of me as I make my way up from bit player, to supporting role!

Is cannibalism normal? on 5/29/2021 5:02:56 PM

Also generally try to avoid drinkers, as they tend to fuck up their livers, which can be harmful. Also make sure you shave and rinse your victim's entire body before cooking. Not only does this keep hair from being in your food, it also allows you to eat the skin, which will crackle and peel similar to chicken and has nutritional value. Although I'm told the meat is different depending on age. Example, kids are more like veal, whereas older folk are more like tough roast. My advice? Target the vegans. Nobody likes them, people would probably cheer you for killing them if (most likely when) you got caught, there's less chance of contamination, and it's wonderfully ironic.

Fight The Fascist IFaggotry! on 4/6/2021 12:29:42 PM

Yeah, unfortunately wokeness and hypocrisy tend to go hand in hand. This is why I like this site. I might be called a retarded fool who's so lacking in manhood the mother of my child left me for a shemale, but at least I won't get banned for reapondng by calling them incestuous mongoloids that pimp out their own mothers to the crackheads living in the trailer parks and ghettos. This site understands that people here are responsible for their own words and actions.