1/18/2025

1/18/2025 1:19 AM

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I will say though, I did go throigh a LOT to make this story. Like, the psychotic break that I had just now was NOTHING compared to the last one. It happened so long ago, I didn't think it would be back. And it wasn't nearly as bad this time. I understand if the moderators don't want to restore my account (honestly like you said, that's completely understandable and I won't hold it against them), but even then, the fact that I was able to genuienly help people means that I'm glad I posted this story.

It was actually kind of awesome, like I had the most vivid, intense dreams I've ever had in my life (this is why my perfeption of time was so messed up because I couldn't distinguish dreams from reality). literally it felt like the inside of my skull was on fire 24/7. I just regret any harm I may have caused anyone. This has all been rather too much for me (let alone anyone else), so nothing like this will ever happen again.

Fair enough.

Had to make this throwaway, can't seem to log in. So, I didn't tell anyone, but a few years back I had a bit of a psychotic breakdown making my last story. I got worried that people on this site might go through something similar, so I wrote the story so they wouldn't have to. And I did help some people and I'm glad of that. I'm sure everyone can tell the whole manic-psychosis thing came back a little over the last month, the whole issue was really a bit of a blur and I couldn't realy percieve the passage of time too well. It's why I kept leaving and coming back, leaving and coming back, ha ha. I'd kind of like my stories and account back at the moment, and we can all hopefully have a good laugh about this in a year's time.