rebiyon, The Reader

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Currently, I am depressed, ignorant, paradoxical, atheist, slightly dyslexic and simply can't find answers to my own twisted questions. I write '' *busy writing one* '' on basically every 'About Me' on other websites. Quotes are the best example of our species' humor, love them so much want to take them to the grave. I don't want to talk about what I like, views, ideas (as they're raw), past because as much as I want to share them, I have come to see and understand that people doesn't give a shit. So, I guess I'm waiting, i might be wrong but to think that there is a part of me that thinks it's wrong and obviously the other skeptical part that think it's right have put me in such a turmoil where every answer seems correct and incorrect, as if i were to choose answers which denies the norm of having only one answer to a certain question; I come out choosing nothing, just depressed at end of the day. So, I had to decide, to not share those things just for my sake which sounds egotistical but a question that stoop you down to choose "answers", I believe any decision you make is right and is justifiable. The bit of correct and incorrect shouldn't bother you; the best option/answers. Choose but don't come to a conclusion.

 

It might be well off course about what I was supposed to  do. I was convincing myself not to use the word 'I' that often as it would seem everything I talk about is centralized towards me, which ironically contradicts the rules of 'About Me'. 

 

I know I will become something, be well-known, appreciated, but still I wouldn't be satisfied because

there is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings
 

- Fyodor Dostoevsky