benholman44, The Wordsmith

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Last Activity

11/19/2022 8:36 AM

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Duel Stats

131 wins / 151 losses





So my goals on this site: create a story game that's actually ranked at least a 6, get a trophy, and win approval from my favorite contributor on this site. Granted I'll probably fail at these three things, but still.

I got the trophy! And a commendation from my favorite author! Only one more goal to go!

Trophies Earned

Earning 100 Points


Halloween Fright

A short horror story where you're hazed on Halloween night. While others are trick-or-treating, you're involved in a fight for your life.

Recent Posts

The Cat Raping Pedant Is a Joke on 9/21/2022 3:41:33 PM

Your response was fine. You were 12. This dude disgusts me.

The Cat Raping Pedant Is a Joke on 9/21/2022 3:37:43 PM

PLEASE tell me this is your attempt at trolling.


If not, you're a sick fuck, and need to be legally required to stay 300 feet away from any school or animal shelter.

Obligatory CoG Rant on 7/8/2021 7:44:58 AM

Because the sex is limited edition?

I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:57:13 PM

Thank you, everybody! 

I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:14:26 PM


I’m baccccck! on 5/29/2021 5:11:31 PM

So as you all know, my involvement in this site is... to put it kindly, spotty. Today, that all changes! I will be interacting on the forums and working on my story games more as part of my goal to finally contribute to things in my life that I want to nourish. I've been sober for a month and attending counseling for my previous suicide attempts that cost me some "friendships." And now that I'm working full time and fighting for visitation rights to see my daughter, I think I need to start investing more in hobbies and social interaction. So in short, expect to see a lot more of me as I make my way up from bit player, to supporting role!

Is cannibalism normal? on 5/29/2021 5:02:56 PM

Also generally try to avoid drinkers, as they tend to fuck up their livers, which can be harmful. Also make sure you shave and rinse your victim's entire body before cooking. Not only does this keep hair from being in your food, it also allows you to eat the skin, which will crackle and peel similar to chicken and has nutritional value. Although I'm told the meat is different depending on age. Example, kids are more like veal, whereas older folk are more like tough roast. My advice? Target the vegans. Nobody likes them, people would probably cheer you for killing them if (most likely when) you got caught, there's less chance of contamination, and it's wonderfully ironic.

Fight The Fascist IFaggotry! on 4/6/2021 12:29:42 PM

Yeah, unfortunately wokeness and hypocrisy tend to go hand in hand. This is why I like this site. I might be called a retarded fool who's so lacking in manhood the mother of my child left me for a shemale, but at least I won't get banned for reapondng by calling them incestuous mongoloids that pimp out their own mothers to the crackheads living in the trailer parks and ghettos. This site understands that people here are responsible for their own words and actions.


Eternal Reviewer on 12/14/2020 7:46:40 PM

Left a review. If you want further proof, I've got the screenshot.

"This game is one of the first I ever read on CYS, and it's still one of my absolute favorites to this day. The protagonist's inner struggle between the Emperor he's been conditioned to serve since birth, and the increasing amount of evidence that everything he's ever been taught is false, was engrossing to read. Indeed, the character's thoughts and feelings as his mindset slowly shifts from the person he was raised to be to who he wants to become, is so detailed and fleshed out, that you can actually immerse yourself in that pain and self-doubt. Every moment in the game feels special and unique, and the surrounding characters and their motivations are so well-written that their death, treason, suffering, ect. hits you right in the gut. Even his enemies have reasoning for what they do, and the game does a good job of showing you their perspective, until you (and, of course, the protagonist) no longer know what to do. The game isn't some glorified rape and murder fantasy, it's a genuine work of art that deserves to be a best-selling novel, and the fact that we all get to enjoy it for absolutely free is just an extension of the love and consideration that EndMaster put into this masterpiece."

CYS Lords O War! on 10/7/2020 7:23:14 AM

A state facility is essentially a hospital funded entirely by the state government. So instead of going to a hospital that's covered by my insurance, where I get smoke breaks, cable tv, and flavored water dispensers, I'll get sent somewhere that's basically prison for crazy people. And thank you!