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Soft Heart

Never thought i'd see this day,

Seeing you walk by, 

Big smile on your face,

What trouble you were,

 

Hanging with your new friends,

Passing me by,

Like I was nothing,

But the dirt you step on,

 

To miss you laying next to me, 

Holding me close,

Telling me you loved me, 

But it isn't true,

 

There was so many complications,

Between you and me,

We were never going to work,

we're both very different,

 

Your a cold heart breaker, 

While i'm a gentle killer

 

Darling Please!

I hate to admit that I miss you,

I hate to say I fell for you,

I hate to have said 'I love you',

I hate that i was fake for you,

 

We were fools to think we loved each other,

Only to be friends,

We had a strong bond,

With band aids on top,

 

You eventually fell for someone else,

I guess I wasn't good enough for you,

I fell into your little world,

Eventually falling under your spell,

 

When you left I went downhill,

You didn't say goodbye,

I thought you were happy, 

But I was wrong all this time,

 

When I heard the truth,

It broke my heart,

But I also eventually moved on,

With you still in my thoughts,

To my friend who has passed on <3

 

Hate

I hate my smile, 

I hate my laugh,

I hate my voice,

I hate myself,

 

I wish to be mute,

I wish to be covered in scars,

I wish to be free,

I wish to be alone,

 

I want to be in pain,

I want to be mute,

I want to hide away,

I want to be alone,

 

I hate society,

I hate myself,

I hate treatment, 

I hate life itself!!!

Glad you reposted, because I spent like 10 minutes trying to set up this little reaction video for your edgy hate poem.

Link doesn't seem to be working, here's the correct URL.

"I hate treatment"

Oh boy.

No kidding right, but um, like totally am not supposed to be on something like this in treatment. But I found a slip through on things, so it's not complete torture for me, especially in a 'group'. My god, you have no idea what I go through here, it's more torture than when I was free, and on the outs. 

 

Hang on, are you a nutter?

You and @Morgan_R should hang out.

They restrict what sites you can go on? That sucks. I've totally been on CYS while on inpatient psych units. Including pretty recently, during a manic episode. What are you in for?

sometimes i cant believe

                         (it happens;quietly, insidious)

that

           tupac

                             is

   dead

.