Yep, I even had a whole monologue I was making. I'm just going to put it here since I saved it, and I know the little prick will see it eventually. Mods: Feel free to edit/delete it if you want to.
"[I] am trying to make things better as best I can."
If you really want to make things better here, then go through all your previous posts, reflect on what people have told you, use ColdTurkey, or another blocker like it, to block this website for a month or two, then go back to the beginning of this sentence and do it all again.
And based on your elementary-school-level logic and sense of humor, you aren't older than me. Not in a way that counts, at least.