I am really sorry, I don't know what the heck I was thinking when I wrote that post.
I was a completely different person at the time going through a really, tough mental health issue. I got abruptly broken up with, I stopped all MyVacation's development, I was in a really dark place in my life.
I'm happy to say that after months of therapy and support, I'm in a much better place in my life and if there's any opportunity at all for me to rejoin, I'd love to redeem myself and continue being a respectful member of the CYS community.