Hey Naz, I just came on here to say a few things.
First of all, I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard that must be to deal with, especially as a kid. I want you to know that my dms are open if you need someone to vent to or just want a friend. Secondly, I know some of the people on this site can be a bit harsh with their words, so I just want to tell you that I don't blame you for having an episode. It's understandable that someone who is going through so much at such a young age would not be able to regulate their emotions properly. But I also see how telling people on here about your trauma might put them in an awkward position or make them uncomfortable. Just keep that in mind for the future, since not everyone is equipped to handle such heavy topics. Lastly, I hope you're doing okay, and that you're not struggling too much with external problems as well as internal. I'm not sure what your current housing situation is, but if you need help finding resources, let me know.
Also, if you want to talk about things like writing or other hobbies as a way to distract yourself from the pain, feel free to reach out.
- Ally
