Currently, i'm working on my first major story for this site, and well, any story period. I've really wanted to make me debute on the site as good as possible, but i'm starting to find it hard to find the will to work on.
Half the time, once I am about to finish a page, my computer deletes it and has no way of recovering it, and its so soul crushing to lose that whole page, and I end up just tossing it to the side for the rest of the day. But, then, I also find that this huge ambitious project, which has about fifty pages now, is starting to become hard to write about. I feel like I don't have the same state of being when I first wrote it, so that it just feels that the rest of the story is going to be like "Super dark" to "Super happy" in a moment because of a difference in the day of writing.
I'm mostly just kind of needing that extra kick in motivation to keep trying it, but i'm not sure where to even look. I'm thinking about starting a side, sci-fi story (basically a more survival based game, I only have a vague plot in my head about it), which is basically going to be far from the modern day horror, and hoping that doing that will give me that extra kick to take another crack at that next page. Any suggestions of your own?