...serious mental illness that's leading to me seriously not knowing who I am anymore, or what I want to do, or how I can escape... anything anymore, it's all just such a mess, and I'm trying to do everything right, but at the end of the day, no matter how hard I tried and how much I've accomplished, I just find myself staring at the mirror and seeing tears flood out of my eyes, and I just can't live like this... I need help.
