The human sacrifice
The last day of the yearly harvest season had ended like it had always ended. The Gods of nature craved the human blood which had sprung from the bounty of the grain. Thus to satisfy their hunger and earn their blessing Elias knew all too well what had to be done and why his eyes had to witness the last offering.
His tired feet carried him through the busy streets of the city he had known his entire life. The houses had again been repainted with a shiny red color while brightly colored paper flags decorated the walls. Elias wasn’t that fazed by these lavish decorations anymore, not since he was six at least. There was a reason why his home city had been praised by passing travelers that much, but seeing the same old same old will have to grind any sane person’s enthusiasm.
The grime and dirt that covered the main roads, previously wiped clean in the days before the festival, bore the evidence of last night’s festivities and a drunken man’s bile. The crowd had been calmer than normal, many of the usual market goers had slept in their houses while the less fortunate or had chosen the streets as their temporary bed. The few people he had seen stumbling by carried a familiar dazed grin on their faces. Elias turned up his nose as one of them walked by. The stranger’s dilated pupils sluggishly caught on to Elias’ pinched nose and narrowed eyes. Elias swallowed, praying to the Gods of nature that not some fist would fly towards his face. However, the man paid him no mind and simply went on to focus his attention to a wrinkled paper flag on the ground.
Elias sighed out of relief. He tried to hide it, but his senses had never been able to stomach that muddy scent of Huasca leaves. His late father once had urged him to try these leaves when he came of age, but that one attempt resulted in him just cowering in pain in the middle of the main street. Elias drily smirked as he thought back on that embarrassing tale. Perhaps that’s why he couldn’t muster a lot excitement for the festival that always came with the harvest season. The Huasca leaves, he couldn’t even touch them without feeling the irritation in his throat.
Even the vile scent of spilt blood did more wonders to his appetite than a single Huasca leaf. The chopped off limbs strewn around the high altar, the screams of the few cowardly souls of the prisoners of war as the priests dragged them up to the temple, the head priest raising his arm with a beating heart inside his hands, the vitriolic chanting of the masses and all the other procedures of the ceremony. He was willing to stomach all of it except for that nauseating stench of the herb everyone ate and somehow seemed to cherish.
As he left the main roads and entered the alleyway near his sleeping accommodation, he felt a hand pressing on his shoulder. Elias lifted his brows. Was it another one of those Huasca eaters again? Well, it was better not to cause any trouble and simply go with the course of the river. He turned around and pasted his usual ‘festivities’ smile on his lips.
“How can I help y-“
“What’s the matter? You look a bit unwell, is there something I can do for you?”
That wasn’t the problem at all. The otherworldly white robes of the man sparkled under the glistening sun. His slightly tanned olive skin, dark hair and his clean cut accent all told Elias that he had hailed from the same city as him, even though his attire contradicted so heavily with his previous assumption. Then there was the fact about his eyes, Elias was able to see the full blue of the man’s iris. He unconsciously stepped closer to him. Even the Huasca miasma couldn’t taint the flowery scent of his body. Had the Gods at last listened to his pleas? After he heard the stranger clear his throat, Elias backed away and brought his mind back to reality. This must be too good to be true. Perhaps this man had simply been an ignorant traveler with a surprising knack for foreign languages. Elias lightly slapped himself on his cheeks. It would be rude if he didn’t introduce him to the customary Huasca leaves. Once these lads got a single bite of it, they will always crave more.
“Say, dear traveler, the harvest season had not ended yet. I can lead you to a Huasca seller if you’d like.”
The man raised his hands and smiled.
“I had tried it when I was little, but I didn’t like what it did to me.” He lightly tapped on his forehead. “It’s better to have a sharp mind than a content one you see?”
“Little- That means, you’re really from here?”
“Born and raised here, all from the ground up. I then did some travels here and there, anyways-“ The man paused for a moment. “Did I do something to upset you? Why are you crying?”
Elias’ eyes burned. He slowly touched his cheeks. He’d like to say that the Huasca caused his tears, but he knew that the true perpetrator had been the words of the man and what truth he conveyed. He then wiped the last evidence of his slip of emotions away and shook his head.
“Can I invite you for a cup of tea?”
The man pondered for a moment before clapping his hands with a refreshing display of determination. The blue in his eyes stayed sharp as he spoke.
“I have an appointment with a certain individual at a certain time, but where’s the fun in blindly following the rules like a brainless sheep?” He winked. “The name’s Noas. The tea better be good.”
“Elias. Regarding my tea, it’s better than good.”
“I’ll let you know I’ve tasted more teas than you can count on your hand.”
“That’s only ten.”
“Let’s see if your fingers are as silver as your tongue.”
Inside Elias’ quarters if he was even allowed to call it that, Noas had admitted defeat to their silent bet as he gulped down one cup after the other. The dangly wooden table creaked as he slammed his fist down. Even though he had lost to him, his unbridled cheeriness lit up the otherwise dark, gloomy and cramped room Elias slept, ate and lived in for much of his adult life.
“Before me must be the world’s greatest tea brewer, the one to conquer them all.”
Elias’ cheeks heated up.
“None of that. I have a lot of free time during the festivals, so I usually play around with other things to keep me busy.”
“You don’t have to be so apologetic with your skills that the God of life had given you.”
“God of life? You mean the Gods of nature?”
Noas’ eyes glinted as soon as Elias uttered this name. He bent over and drew closer to him.
In a low voice he said, “What do you think of the harvest festival?”
“it’s necessary. The Gods of nature will be happy with the sacrificed souls we give and thus will bring the city plenty of crops to keep us prosperous.”
Elias’ response was one of the things his family and friends had hammered into him. The screams, the spilt blood, this all was for the greater good, even if he physically couldn’t stomach much of it unlike his peers. Noas seemed unfazed by his answer.
“Never once have you said that you enjoyed it.”
Elias narrowed his eyes. Noas sure was a prodding type of individual, a pretty rare find, but unnerving nonetheless.
“It has always been this way and it is necessary. My personal enjoyment has nothing to do with it.”
His glare didn’t faze his questioner at all. His biting remark only earned him a joyful smile and a knowing look.
“I can see that you have brown eyes, a nice color I may say.”
“I had a good night rest before the festival’s last day. The tenth offer to the mother of the Gods have left me a bit tired.”
“You have a surprising good memory, Elias. The Huasca leaf usually causes the mind to crumble. You must be a living miracle if you had be a better truth teller.”
The icy blue eyes froze Elias in his seat. He sighed. There was no backing away now. He used his silence as a signal for his defeat.
“What of it? My mother even took me to the doctor. No herb or exercise had helped so far. It cannot be helped. The Gods have cursed me since I was born.”
That comment caused Elias to witness Noas desperately trying to withhold his need to chuckle. All lingering anger had quickly drained from his veins as he saw his friends’ faces plastered onto Noas’. Years of memories he rather not look back on laid on the forefront of his mind as he stared deeply into his own cup. The ripples of the water stretched and squished his features into some disformed pitiful creature, but he could all too easily recognize that that this was simply him.
Elias softly added, “Are you happy, now that you can laugh at me? It’s very funny right?”
“It’s rather a blessing for the Gods have helped you to see everything with an untainted lens.”
Noas had the audacity to keep his grin going after Elias’ mind raced from one thought to another. Reluctant acceptance or pity was one thing, but he felt so unprepared for this. The word ‘blessing’ made his heart clench. It was as if Noas had the power to suck out all the air from his lungs with the power of his voice. He had ripped the words from his mouth. Noas apparently took his silence as a sign to continue as he paid him no heed.
“I have to admit that I’m even a bit jealous. I haven’t touched the leaf for a decade, but I still feel the urge when I smell it.”
“Then why don’t you just eat it?”
“I have already told you, didn’t I?” Noas said with a teasing tone.
Elias still had no words. After a pregnant pause, Noas sighed although without the dramatic flair he previously possessed. No, the man before him had dropped this mask entirely along with his grandiose words that were as big as his claims.
“The human sacrifices, I don’t want to participate in these ceremonies. After I ate these leaves, I didn’t give a damn about this all, about everything. It felt so good not to think of anything, but the morning I woke up, I was disgusted at myself.”
“But it’s all for the greater good and it’s an ancient tradition. Without it the city-“
“Cut the crap. That’s all nonsense. I did some digging and it turned out that these Gods of nature were only the children of the God of life though his existence was erased by the new emperor.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“The real God, the true ruler, had always despised human sacrifices. He loved humans so much, cherished them so dearly, that he never wanted a single drop of blood on his platter.”
“How did he not starve to death?”
Noas tilted his head. “Don’t you think that it is a little odd that the gods that supposedly created us, these all powerful beings can only survive when their dear creation is suffering?”
“But this is pure blasphemy what you are saying. Without them we would be nothing, only dust!”
What was Noas thinking? If he had uttered these foul words out in the open, hell would be paid. In the wrong crowd and he might get stoned or thrown straight into the well. Elias could easily rat him out to the guards, accuse him to be one of those cultists, these non-believers. However, Noas didn’t seem to even break a sweat at Elias’ increasing agitated state.
“Let’s see, this isn’t going to help. Let’s take a step back. If you were an all-powerful being, would you like to have your subjects rip a young child’s heart off and give it to you?”
“I-I wouldn’t, I never will accept that.”
“Even when your own lifespan is drastically shortened?”
Elias carefully nodded.
“Then, Elias, I will ask again. What do you think of those human sacrifices?”
“I wish for them to be gone if I could, if I had the power to change things.” He huffed. “But we’re all mortals, right? The Gods will decide what course we will go. We are simply the droplets of water that flow along with the stream.”
“Droplets of water might be not strong on their own, but their strength can erode the hardest rocks, freeze entire lakes as well as rivers. There are people who would want to carve out a brand new route.”
“Even when the citizens are against it?”
“Even then.”
“Even when the emperor is against it?”
“Even then.”
“Even when the Gods will be angered?”
“Then so be it.”
“That’s utter blasphemy. You are aware that I can call upon the guards.”
“Then why, I wonder, why aren’t you doing it?” Noas said. “You have all the time in the world and I was not going anywhere.”
Elias locked eyes with Noas. He was so close that he could see himself in the pupil of Noas’ eye. His own eyes, mouth and nose stared back at him undistorted. The image’s colors may be muted, but every feature was so clear that Elias briefly wondered if this young man was indeed him. The eyes bore a sharp glint similar to the shine he had seen in Noas, the nose was straight without any deformities and the mouth was tilted in an almost disarming grin.
So this was what Noas saw, this stranger, a more courageous individual than himself, the one reflected on his cup. He was only a mere droplet in a river.
“Well, it has been a tremendously interesting conversation, but I have to go,” Noas said.
He gave Elias a curt nod before heading to the door. Just when his shadow almost left the vicinity of his vision, Elias’ legs pushed him forward. He found complacency comforting, but he didn’t want this new spark to die as it had just been born.
“You wanted to meet with this certain individual, am I right?” Elias said. “Take me with you. I want to learn more about… these ideas of you.”
Noas’ eyes widened, but he quickly settled into a smile.
“My pleasure, it would be an honor to introduce the world’s finest tea brewer to my colleague,” Noas said.
For the first time in a while, Elias felt his lips turn up. It had been a long time since he had smiled this way. He didn’t have to force it, consciously wield it or been told to. He simply did.
The future might be uncertain, but when Elias followed Noas’ footsteps, he knew that the world will soon unravel.